Hard to believe it's been almost a month since my last rambling post!! =) But we are cruisin along nicely and I'm now almost 5 1/2 months preggo! In bloom, as I like to call it. Creating things left and right! Jewelry, paintings, crafts! Physically feeling great, with so much more energy these days!
But with energy, comes doing things! And with doing things, comes losing things it seems! : / So far this month, I have lost my husbands (father's!!) wedding ring in the sand while he surfed, drained my battery by leaving my car lights on, forgotten to take a quiz in one of my online courses, and shown up to work at my bar with slippers on instead of shoes. Needless to say, IM OVER IT! And my husband is DEFINATELY OVER IT. : / Seriously, this pregnancy brain bs is for the birds!
I'm a little scared as to how much worse it can get. I mean I was hysterical and inconsolable over the whole "irreplaceable wedding ring" thing...I seriously haven't cried that hard since I was a child. But I've decided to forgive myself, and now my worry is where does it end?! Does it end?! Or does it...*gulp*...get worse as I get bigger!!??
If that's the case...then I'm honestly going to be scared to leave my house pretty soon! Will I "forget" to check my mirrors before changing lanes on the highway?! Will I "forget" not to lay on my back and cut off circulation to my baby?! Eeeeeep! STRESSFEST 2011! Ahhhhhh!
Getting back to the positive!!
I cannot believe that I am about 3 1/2 months away from meeting this lil mermaid!! She's so active...I can feel her almost all of the time in there swimmin around! This is by far, even with all the stressful events, the greatest gift I have been given, and I couldn't be more grateful and excited! =)
XO
Chelsea

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